My journey to making peace with my past,
has my heart filled with so much joy.
There was a time, in the depths of my emotional pain that I would never have believed this. My emotional wounds felt so deep and dark; yet sadly I hung on to them like a baby holds onto its security blanket.
How is it that the thing we fear, that creates such anxiety and shame within our life becomes the monster that we have such difficulty letting go of. For me, it was my multiple miscarriages, but not just that, it was everything that I allowed to become attached to that.
Anger, Depression, Shame, Envy, Isolation, Hopelessness, Inadequate, There must be something wrong with me. This and so much more was attached to the loss of my babies. It became a monster that I felt I couldn’t fight, so I gave in. I lost my power.
I clearly remember the moment, that I looked in the mirror and actually said out loud, “I’m done, I don’t want to carry the heartache of my miscarriages another day.”
“Universe, I give this to you.”
Literally, six days later, the healing took place within my heart.
The shame, sorrow, anxiety, jealousy, emptiness… all of it was gone.
I was filled with peace, I felt as though I was floating on a cloud. I could feel the peace, like rays of sunshine, shining through the depths of my sorrow, carrying the heartache away, leaving me with soulful peace.
In the weeks that followed something else began to happen. I began to find my power. Now, I am learning self-love, I’m learning to honor my truth. I’m creating space for everything I always wanted but felt so unworthy of.
I heard Gabby Bernstein say that “when you say YES to healing, the healing is presented to you in a very profound way.”
I can say with absolute certainty that this is true!
How do you know that you’re ready to create space for healing in your life?
- You feel your sadness, anxiety or fears as though there’s a heaviness within your heart and you are SO tired of carrying this weight around.
- You begin to recognize that there’s something you desire, if only you could get past ________________________ (fill in the blank, what is your monster?)
- In the stillness of space, you realize that you are beginning to see you life in a whole new light, despite the burden you carry.
So when you are ready to release your heartache, anxiety, fears or whatever may be holding you back, let the Universe know, and an opportunity WILL present itself to create a space of healing and fill your heart with soulful peace.
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